Suicidal meditations, spurred on by the <a href="http://www.mrry.co.uk/articles/1775/">DB3 exam</a>.

Note that Derek's suggestion of what the ultimate adventure would be has been 
censored to protect the innocent.

Derek:	getting ready for the long drive?
Matt:	don't use that phrase
Matt:	"the long drive"
Matt:	that has special meaning here
Derek:	ahh
Matt:	I always figured that if I was ever diagnosed with some kind of incurable illness,
Matt:	I'd go on The Long Drive
Matt:	I'm talking hardcore cranked music and VOOOOOOM right off the edge of some crazy Cliffs of Insanity.
Matt:	Damn that's the way to go.
Matt:	any long is drive is merely "a" long drive. Hopefully not The Long Drive.
Matt:	strangely tempting as a thought actually
Derek:	heh, fair play dude
Matt:	I guess we all have that dark edge to the psyche
Matt:	you're standing up somewhere high, and some part of you has an urge to jump
Matt:	not a major part, right enough
Matt:	but it's there.
Matt:	thin line between all this and the ultimate adventure.
Derek:	the ultimate adventure being ***** *** *** ******* ** *** **** *****?
Matt:	that pales dude
Matt:	the ultimate adventure is leaving this mortal coil,
Matt:	to appear in the middle of a fucking epic LIGHTSABRE BATTLE with vast storm-lashed plains of hideous foes
Matt:	christ that would fucking KICK ASS.
Derek:	hehe
Matt:	jesus
Matt:	I need to listen to myself more often.
Matt:	this stuff is gold.
Derek:	you're on form today, certainly, lord mayor of legendsville